The Feeling of Peace

For the first time in months, I feel at peace. I've been fighting my fear of what-ifs, and today, I confronted the source of that fear. I'm so glad I did what I did to confront it, because although the initial problem is still there, I know that I should not fear anything but God, and I know that He will always be there to protect my family and I.

I feel so relieved, and now all I need to do is work at solving that problem. Once the problem is solved, I will be able to start a new life in peace, and forget all the bad memories.

My hands are still shaking from confronting that fear, and I thank God for giving me courage. Thank you Lord for helping me be strong. Thank you for keeping my family and I from harm, and please continue to keep us safe.

My faith is renewed, and I hope I will be able to continue living in peace, with faith and love.

If you can read this, you might notice that I have deleted most of my posts from before 2011. It's because I do not want to remember most of those memories, and it's also because I do not want to keep those posts around for bad people to exploit. I want to avoid stating much personal information in my blogs too. Photos are fine, but I won't be sharing them anymore. I don't mind that people know how I look like, but I'm more worried about my family.

I will update this blog from time to time, but it will just be like this. I won't be having a domain for now. In fact, I've removed my old domain name because I don't want to be google-able. I don't even use my real name on Facebook because I don't want people to search me.

I hope I'll be able to get back to blogging like before. Right now I'm just focusing on my crafts, and preparing for bazaars. I'm also hoping to get a tutoring job somewhere, so that I can earn more. I really need to help my parents. Please, if you read this, pray for me. Thank you.